January 2008
25 posts
I dont know about you, but..
My hearts somewhere else. I’m spending the night at my danas, and we’re watching a bunch of movies, and jumping on her trampoline. When I get back I’m going to pack up for California. Tuesday, is when we’re leaving, and I’m flipping excited. I know running away from the things that hurt, isnt necessarily the right thing. But I cant help but want to escape for a...
Jan 26th
Ephesians 4:25-27
Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body. “In your anger do not sin”: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.
Jan 24th
One of my small frustrations.
Today is such a Daphne Loves Derby day, and I cant even listen to their music. One of their songs came to mind as I looked outside. I’ll put it up: Pollen And Salt You’ve left me with such a silent world, Where evenings are calm, but I’m restless And my breath has become as thin as the wind. Not even the mighty sky could fill the space you left behind Not even when it rains. No,...
Jan 24th
1:16am
And you know, that your senses arent failing you now, but theyre slipping away.
Jan 23rd
Ooh ooh ahh ahh!
=D So Sunday was basically amazing ! Paul had an extra Rage Fest ticket, and asked if I wanted to go. And I did. It was me, Brittany, Paul, Johnny, Nateman, and three other guys. But really, it was just me, Paul, Britt, and a little bit of jonathan hanging out. The rest were into the concerts. My gosh.. its amazing how God works. Really really. Johnny got us in for free with some water...
Jan 21st
2008
It seems like this year, we have a lot of traveling planned. And that excites me to the fullest. Our most upcoming trip is at the end of this month (Jan. 29th). Me, mom and the girls are going to California for a week, and we’re coming back Feb. 4th. We’re going to visit friends that we havent seen in forever, and we’re going to visit the family. The ocean, and old parks....
Jan 17th
Verse of the day.
Ephesians 3:16-18 I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through His Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ.
Jan 16th
I waste my life.
I will waste my life. I’ll be tested and tried. with no regrets inside of me, just to find how much You feel, let me find how much You feel. I leave my father’s house and I’ll leave my mother I leave all I have known and I’ll have no other. I am in love with You and there is no cost, I am in love with You and there is no loss. I am in love with You and I want to take Your...
Jan 16th
Kiss the stars with me, boy. Chin up, chin up.
Jan 15th
1 Thessalonians 2:13
Therefore, we never stop thanking God that when you received his message from us, you didn’t think of our words as mere human ideas. You accepted what we said as the very word of God—which, of course, it is. And this word continues to work in you who believe.
Jan 15th
ah!
Its amazing how you plan tomorrows day, and it ends up nothing like it. I planned on having today nice and calm. Relaxing and peaceful. Instead! Mom and me and the girls had to get up at 6:30 in the morning to go take a friend of ours to the hospital. Sandra called saying she wasnt feeling good and she needed to go the hospital, so I watched the girls at their house till 5:30, and then came back...
Jan 15th
globabe:
Girls can be so bothersome sometimes. Some just dont stop talking, and others fear rejection so they behave differently. And in the end, its all assumption. And with this, I end up wanting to be left alone. I know I dont make sense, and that’s okay. So my day was not too cool, but an escape to Barnes and Noble, Victoria Secret, and Starbucks, helped a bunch. Now I’m not saying...
Jan 14th
Yesterday was..
Nice. Cassidy was really sick, and very grumpy. But I loved her still. And she eventually relented and snuggled up with me. The Paul Wright concert was interesting because it was in a helicopter hanger (?) Something like that. His music is definitely amazing, and he inspires me to look at the cup half full. Whats really weird though, was the feeling I got, as I walked into the concert building....
Jan 12th
I'm going to bed early, if I can.
Last night, I went to sleep at 3 IN THE MORNING. I was up reading a book required for my English course. And I’ve now concluded that I dislike these books very very much. Its not that they’re lacking, its just that I take them so seriously and I cry when something devastating happens. I feel foolish about it. But really, I think I just sympathize for the character that is in utter...
Jan 11th
Uuugh.
Forget about Hamilton. They’re way too packed, and dont have any room. Screw it. .. well, I asked God to make it blunt and plain with whether or not He wanted me in that class. And He did.  Hmph. What now.
Jan 10th
I am in no barren place. But does that mean I need to cut everything off?
Jan 9th
“But for a brief moment the Lord our God has been gracious in leaving us a...”
– Ezra 9:8
Jan 9th
Its okay, I promise I wont bite. My meeting with Pam, was really good. Lord, even though I dont understand what you’re doing, why these things happen, you are still good. You still have my heart. Its in your hands Jesus, and I am at peace.
Jan 8th
Mmhmm.
It absolutely gets me all giddy inside when I speak to people that have so much wisdom. I so so wish Pastor Scott was our Youth Pastor for Gateway Life. The wisdom he has, is  so contagious. I had received an email from Jasons grandmother, and her opinion on Christianity. Of course it was all negative. But I sent the email to Pastor Scott, asking for some advice on what to say, and he sent me this...
Jan 8th
Liiike.. no.
So anyways. Hamilton High School, here I come! No seriously, I’m trying my best to take dance this semester. Danababey and Brittany are in that class, and they want me to take it. So tomorrow, I’m going to go to the High School and see if I can sign up. And if I do enroll, I get to have lunch with them after class, too ! =D Fun stuff? Sure. Youth group was nice.. Carlie is...
Jan 8th
Ahaha =]
I thought school started Wednesday… nope. It starts today. Smooth gloria. Well, this’ll be fun. I’m looking for a challenge and school can definitely be considered one. Its raining right now, and its really nice. Someone once said, “I love the rain.. it’s like tears are falling from my Fathers face” And I havent let go of that since..
Jan 7th
Goodmorning
I’m up early. Yes, 8 in the morning is early. Today, I am going to have a positive attitude. Im going to be babysitting till 3pm, and those sweethearts need a happy babysitter, not one thats ticked off. So I’m going to smack a smile on my face, clean a diaper with love, and put her to sleep with a sweet song. I think that’s one thing I’m going to do, if I’m ever a...
Jan 4th
This is how it is.
“And once again I’m going to shake everything that can be shaken. Once again I’m going to break everything that can be broken” - Jesus Are you ready for this?
Jan 4th
Thank you
Angielove. I appreciate it a bunch.
Jan 3rd
NO. Dont even go there.
Jan 3rd