Phoenix - 1901

My life consists of laying things down, but remembering what was once pleasurable. Loving even if I'm not fully loved in return. Taking long drives with no specific destination at the end. Laughing; for I dearly love to laugh. Having three hour heart to heart conversations in the car. Eating M&M's when I'm feeling yucky. Sitting by myself on Sunday mornings in Church. Communicating with my eyes. But mostly, my life consists of learning how to love.
And when you need Jesus, say, Jesus, I need you.
And if you need answers, ask the questions until you are answered.
And if you are shaking, ask God to be your center and I promise you will be still.
And if it’s life that you need, I know where to get it.
And if it’s hard to pull through, you gotta know that it’s worth it.
And when God starts unfolding in front of you, dance because, hell, why not?
Ha! And when your faith is dizzy, and your head sits crooked, and your heart is in your throat, and there’s nothing but fuzzy music keeping you alive,
Call to Jesus I need you come save me. He will He does He never fails.
Life is crazy, you must agree.
Life is unstable, but you don’t have to be.And if you need a friend, holler at me, I’ve got joy in my bones.
I will pray for you, I will listen, I will hold you, I will love you all through Jesus.Watch me grow (:
You will not read this.
I seriously love you. :) This hits home run, in every way imaginable.I will not hurt you.
I will not get back together with you.
I will not tell you to fuck off.
I will not be dishonest with you.
I will continue to be happy and not look back.
I will do my best not to respond to you.
I will try and forget your impulsion to tear into my world and every movement.
I will try not to think you’re following me around social settings.
I will try to respect you even though you can’t seem to respect me.
I will smile and be gentle to you.
I will hug you if you can handle it.
I will ignore you if that works best.
I will not creep your facebook page even though mines probably the most visited site on your computer.
I will not confront you when you start talking to other girls.
I will try my hardest to forgive and forget.
I will always be okay with you, with us.
I will do what I can not to hold anything against you.
I will not be a bitch ex.
I will gradually slip away from your heart.
I am reading this book, and it’s unbelievable.
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I like it when he says my name.